Monday, September 29, 2008
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updating...
Am I a FAILURE???
I think I'm a FAILURE...
I don't know what is love about.
I don't know what should I give to a girl.
I don't know how to care for girl.
I don't how to depend on myself.
I don't know what girl needs.
I don't know what am I thinking.
I don't know why I'm loved by someone.
I don't know why I quarrel with her every time when we sms.
I don't know why is she angry with me.
I don't know why I'm annoying.
I don't know that I'm irritating to her.
I don't know that I stole her freedom.
I don't know that I'm giving her stress.
I don't know that when she need care.
I don't know what makes her upset.
I don't know what makes her happy.
I don't know anything about her now.
I don't know what should I do now.
I feel that we are distanced.
And the distanced is what we know about each other.
The distance we are having is not patchable.
I don't know what she's thinking.
I don't know how to find back the fun time we had before.
I don't know how to gain back the trust anymore.
She had lost trust in me forever.
I don't know what to do.
There's no happy ending for us I think.
We love each other but also not.
I love her.
She love me.
But sometimes it isn't like this.
We are close but yet far.
We are together but yet apart.
She knows me, I don't know her.
Everything about her life I just don't know.
Am I deserve to love her?
I don't know.