Tuesday, April 15, 2008
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I feel like dying now
Nobody caring about me, nobody love me anymore.
So wad if I have a girlfriend?
Someone Caring about me or not? Someone love me or not?
This world only got myself to accompany me.
No one else is with me.
Death is arriving to me. I can see the dark side, the bright side and a totally empty side. Which path should I take? Anyone leading me?
My mind is full of her, the her I love, I care, I worry.
But what is she thinking about? I tried to dig into her mind but somehow I was blocked from going inside.
Cutting myself now. I should have died earlier. Many times I experienced almost hit by cars when cycling but gotten away from it.
Will she understand me?
What will be her answer?
Let's break up?
